tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41308302011-04-21T18:15:36.697-04:00Poe's HoleA place to rant and nobody is required to listen to me.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comBlogger441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1122674124853151562005-07-29T17:48:00.000-04:002005-07-29T17:55:24.856-04:00Whew, been awhile. Things are much different now. Not working at Scrap-Donalds (aka McDonalds) anymore, now working a more boring yet stressfree job at Lowe's. Hurray for being a chasier! What a boring job. Oh well, I get paid more and have less work. Well, going to school at Valencia Community College rather than UCF. Fall semester is starting soon and I'm registering for class now. Well, Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1074724920422017372004-01-21T17:42:00.000-05:002004-01-21T17:44:00.030-05:00Hmm...long time no post ne? Well...alot has happened. Big things that I've yet to feel recovered from. I try to keep my mind away from the matter which usually has me thinking about pointless things or nothing at all. I've sent my application to UCF alittle while ago, now I'm waiting for they're reply. I've no idea how long it takes but I hope I get accepted. I only meant to take one year off Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1064933226584494152003-09-30T10:44:00.000-04:002003-09-30T10:47:06.310-04:00I'm actually posting this in here because it's probably that least likely place anyone would read it. But today's my birthday. I had to type it out to make me feel better. I try not to make my birthday a big deal for me because it just makes things harder when people don't remember until five days later and all you hear is an "I'm sorry, I forgot." So I try to keep the profile low.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1063921738988175772003-09-18T17:48:00.000-04:002003-09-18T17:48:58.503-04:00Hmmm, it actually posted that last post. It was acting up so I gave up. Well, although I didn't get to be in the hurrican, it's still good because of the waves it's sending this way. I've been trying to hit the beach just about every day, since I get off a 1 o'clock it isn't too hard to do. That's been my week in a nutshell.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1063917421766123452003-09-18T16:36:00.000-04:002003-09-19T14:54:58.580-04:00I have a headache. Stupid credit reporting agency.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1063378405621577612003-09-12T10:49:00.000-04:002003-09-19T14:54:28.583-04:00Well Well Well....not much to report on. Just finishing my application for school and hoping that I get in. Hmm...it's finally starting to cool off outside, now I can go out for more than 10 minutes and not die of a heatstroke like AJ. I also applied at a couple of other places, I'm trying to get out of my hell-hole of a job right now. Still got no interent access except for the library right nowDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-1059577296354166972003-07-30T11:01:00.000-04:002003-07-30T11:01:36.220-04:00Well well, long time no blog. I've just been dealing really... Aj is off to his father's Reservation in Alabama or someplace and I'm stuck at home with this guy who well...let's just say he's French and BI/gay/ugh/why me/....Hmmm hmm hmm...can't think of much to say. Havn't had any grande adnventures to report on. Well then a few weeks ago me and Aj drove down to Fort Myers and well, almost made Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-943626752003-05-14T21:53:00.000-04:002003-05-14T21:53:13.030-04:00Well, life goes on. As it always does. Got a HUGE raise at work that makes it SOO worth the crap I go through everyday. Let's give it for the big 10 Cent raise!!! *Applauds furiously* Well, I'm going to try to get a different job. I heard AT&T hires at 11$ an hour...even if I have to spam someone's phone. Well, let's see. What have I been up to....*thinks hard* Oh, I spent the day painting a roomDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-929118232003-04-19T21:43:00.000-04:002003-04-19T21:43:30.420-04:00Bleh, now that that's over with. I was just tired of having song lyrics up for my last post. So, nothing new is happening. OH! hehe, I get my wisdom teeth pulled this Monday *does the happy dance* I'm SOOO happy I get to miss work. And AJ's older sis is moving down here from Texas, I haven't seen her for awhile. It'll be fun. Mmmm..food. Oops, sorry I'm hungry, only had breakfast for the hmmm...Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-922956462003-04-09T11:34:00.000-04:002003-04-09T11:37:53.000-04:00Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm, bleeding Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm, bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And I’m Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-919545612003-04-03T21:51:00.000-05:002003-04-03T21:51:56.996-05:00You are Blonde, the embodiment of beauty and fun...but you aren't the smartest cookie of thebunch... not by a long shot. What Colour Hair Should You Have??? brought to you by Quizilla Let us ignore the naked woman...yes...let's....Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-919534472003-04-03T21:31:00.000-05:002003-04-03T21:31:11.826-05:00Loving What Kind Of Anime Kisser Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Okie dokie. Guess they know best...>:)Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-919515002003-04-03T20:54:00.000-05:002003-04-03T20:54:06.640-05:00I had a consult with the oral surgeon today. I'm going to get my wisdom teeth pulled and luckily I only have two of them. April 21st is the day of fun. I've had worse than wisdom teeth happen so this is no big deal. In fact, I look forward to it, I'll be out of work (and I get an IV YAY FOR IV'S!) hehe, and I get to eat icecream and pudding and nobody can stop me. And I'll get left alone for Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-917486562003-03-31T21:54:00.000-05:002003-03-31T21:54:48.733-05:00Grrr..mind is blank...I've just been working, trying not to quit, and hoping for anything to be exciting. "Say you would, say you could, say you'd come and stop the rain." "Save me from the nothing I've become..." "Don't pretend you know how I feel." Just a few lines from songs that meant something when I heard them. Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-914130782003-03-26T09:42:00.000-05:002003-03-26T09:42:51.543-05:00Hmm...it's been awhile since I've gotten around to updating in here. Well, not much has happened as usual. Dispite crappy days at work and crappy nights at home, I'm still here. I'm trying hard not to walk out on my job, it's a bad thing when there is no enjoyment whatsoever in a job. I take it as a sign that I need to get a different one. The only problem is that most places around here aren't Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-906228062003-03-12T21:04:00.000-05:002003-03-12T21:04:04.920-05:00So much for pampering myself. I ended up working today. I was asked to come in today yesterday but I found out I had an appointment this morning and called off. I wasn't planning on going in when I was planned my day of relaxation. I put up a fight to go home after my appointment but I ended up agreeing to go in anyways. Well, I guess it's more money in the end. Especially since I stay and hour Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-905555272003-03-11T20:03:00.000-05:002003-03-11T20:03:16.890-05:00Well, days are getting better. I suppose we all have our days where we reside within a pit of dispair. Things aren't exactly looking up but they have improved from what they were earlier. Work is improving, I think I've bugged the managers long enough for them to let me try different possitions than my usual ones. My store manager (my boss) had a heart attack on sunday and had to have triple Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-899767952003-03-01T20:33:00.000-05:002003-03-01T20:33:56.170-05:00Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla Ok... Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-899764302003-03-01T20:23:00.000-05:002003-03-01T20:23:18.700-05:00I'll be getting a computer from a friend sometime this weekend! YAYNESS. Well, not much to report on...I'm just really excited about the computer so it's sortof lifting my mood. This is good. :DDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-898767552003-02-27T21:52:00.000-05:002003-02-27T21:52:13.950-05:00"I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door and it's heading into black maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts it's not easy facing up when your whole world is black" Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-897567202003-02-25T23:37:00.000-05:002003-02-25T23:37:47.123-05:00Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You? So bored....Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-897545082003-02-25T22:57:00.000-05:002003-02-25T23:55:05.000-05:00I watched my shows tonight. YAY, they were good ones. Both got more storyline flowing, so I'm happy about that. I feel sick though, yucky inside kind of sick, numb and hot all over. Lonely too, I know it's stupid but I got online later tonight, after everyone had already been on at the normal times, and I slowly started feeling utterly alone. I'm starting to give up on things. It makes me sad Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-893388312003-02-18T19:39:00.000-05:002003-02-18T19:41:02.000-05:00Hmmm...working with HTML....trying to make some stuff up and see if it works...hehe.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-893384852003-02-18T19:33:00.000-05:002003-02-18T19:34:30.000-05:00Get the can opener! You're getting a nice slab ofSpam!! What's for dinner? brought to you by Quizilla Tasty.....never had SPAM before....Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-893377292003-02-18T19:18:00.000-05:002003-02-18T19:18:02.570-05:00Well, since I didn't say anything about there being problems with the inspection, all went well. Well, so what if that isn't why things went well. We got A's in every catagory and are now the best resturant in the business. YAY. Well, I hope we get something for it. lol. It was annoying. So today was a pretty good day, all in all. I even got home before the sun set. I did have to stay an hour Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-892791712003-02-17T22:08:00.000-05:002003-02-17T22:08:59.640-05:00*kicks blog* I posted but it didn't go through. Basically today was a bad day. I was bored and stressed at the same time. There is a big inspection at work tomarrow and I'm going to have to be there for it. Some of the people there can't take the normal load of stress very well, so with the big inspection added onto it...I don't even want to curse it by saying anything. My leg joints hurt too. Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-891635312003-02-15T19:27:00.000-05:002003-02-15T19:27:06.760-05:00*sighs* Today was a down day. Beautiful weather but it didn't help to improve my mood. Work was ok but when I got home any sense of good feelings left me. I feel like I'm empty, like something is eating on me from the inside and my will is loosing against it. It's nothing new to me though, so I'll bear it as I can and hope for better times ahead. So far that hasn't helped things get better but itDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-891225432003-02-14T20:47:00.000-05:002003-02-14T21:06:58.000-05:00Happy Valentine's Day. Well, once again I celebrate the holiday as Single Awareness Day. *shrugs* I'm used to it by now. I bought cards at Halmark yesterday for family and my friend in Japan, but other than that I didn't do anything special. My parents are out right now and I hope they have a good time. I'm glad they're happy with each other. My day at work was going well until someone came in Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-890640502003-02-13T20:24:00.000-05:002003-02-13T20:24:26.790-05:00Well, I got dropped off at the "mall" today. It's more like an outside mall...well anyhow. All day and off course, being there, I was tempted to; yet again, buy things. YAY for money! Boo for spending too much....I bought Edgar Allen Poe's full works today. YAYness. I went alone (for the first time in my life) to the theatre, I saw Shanghai Knights. It was funny, as it would have to be seeing as Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-890040582003-02-12T20:10:00.000-05:002003-02-13T20:24:55.000-05:00YAY, yesterday was really fun. I spent some money on DBZ things and pins (yay for pins). *looks around guiltily* But hey, Sci-fi city doesn't have many good ones to I figured...well, there's really no excuse. The UK park of Epcot was cool, of course it had something for all four countries. Well, anyhow, I don't want to go on and on about little things. Bleh, I bore myself sometimes. YAY for me, IDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-890027842003-02-12T19:43:00.000-05:002003-02-12T19:43:52.973-05:00 I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from. Find out what anime bad boy you are. You're the cool headed Spike. Not much gets to you...seemingly. You hold some inner pain, but you keep it hidden as best as you can. Inner pain or not, you are incredibly bad-ass Alrighty then. Personally I've never watched any of this one. Looks good though.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-889129352003-02-11T09:47:00.000-05:002003-02-11T09:47:28.473-05:00M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E Yeah well, I'm off to Disney World today. I've a friend who works there and gets free entrance for himself and four other people whenever he wants to. I'm going to steer clear of Magic Kingdom if I possibly can. I've wasted two free tickets on that one before because I thought they would have more than little kid things. But there was some good food. *pats belly* and that Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-887762802003-02-08T19:43:00.000-05:002003-02-08T19:45:45.000-05:00 I'm from Hufflepuff! Hogwart's Sorting Hat Quiz made by The Genki Gang You like to boogie! You love your friends, who you value above all things, and you know how to have fun like no one's business… which is a good thing too, because despite all your hard work, you're not good at much else! Alrighty thenDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-887751802003-02-08T19:07:00.000-05:002003-02-08T19:07:17.813-05:00YAY for no work! Well I enjoyed my time off. Didn't really do anything special but sit around really. Oh well, can't sit at work so I try to at home. Good excuse *writes in book of excuses* I went to Two Towers again, with Khush, again. Dang, there's never anything good to write about when I come to update my life....hence the weather talk. It's as good as it gets though. "All I know I learnedDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-886728522003-02-06T18:06:00.000-05:002003-02-06T18:06:50.863-05:00YOU EAT PEOPLE!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by Quizilla YAY for quizzies!! I'm bored and have nothing to add.Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-885911392003-02-05T09:45:00.000-05:002003-02-05T09:45:40.753-05:00Badger What Is Your Animal Personality? brought to you by Quizilla Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-885616412003-02-04T20:09:00.000-05:002003-02-04T20:15:36.000-05:00YAY FOR ME! ....lol, I remembered what I was going to say today. Though it's nothing of importance, you get to read it anyways. I remembered when me and Sprite were talking about the weather pixie things, I was going to comment on the weather! Aren't you excited???? After about 2 straight months of clear blue sky we finally got some rain today, just a tiny sprinkle but it actually felt more like Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-885596662003-02-04T19:31:00.000-05:002003-02-04T19:31:42.456-05:00*Does the happy dance* YAY for HTML! Thanks to Sprite and Angie helping me out, I've been able to do SOMETHING to this blog thing to make it more...shall we say, interesting. Heh, today was actually an ok day. I got free food at work so HEY, it made it worth it. Icecream can make me feel better. Tonight is THE night, my two shows are on but I think I'm going to miss part of Gilmore Girls. *shrugsDarrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-885087612003-02-03T22:07:00.000-05:002003-02-03T22:08:19.000-05:00 You are orange. You are emotional. Outside, you are bitter and stubborn, inside you are hopeful, hoping someone will come save you from the bitterness of your own mind. You constantly feel the need to prove yourself, and you look up to those who can make thier dreams happen. You are broken, but not beyond repair like maroon. What inner color are you? Hmmm, good. Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-885068672003-02-03T21:28:00.000-05:002003-02-03T21:28:48.666-05:00Where once was light Now darkness falls Where once was love Love is no more Don't say - Goodbye Don't say - I didn't try... These tears we cry Are falling rain For all the lies You told us The hurt, the blame! And we will weep To be so alone We are lost! We can never go home So in the end I will be - what I will be No loyal friend Was ever there for me Now we say - goodbye We say - you Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-880251002003-01-25T19:37:00.000-05:002003-01-25T19:37:26.760-05:00GRRR, I'm having technical difficulties. Not surprising though, I'm no average person when it comes to computers. I can't even delete a post. Oh well. *sticks up a reminder to learn HTML* Then I wouldn't have to mooch off of other peoples' knowledge. Today was ok with work and all, it didn't get very busy at the store but I'm attributing that to the Super Bowl coming up. WOOHOO! I got paid Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-879873802003-01-24T21:09:00.000-05:002003-01-24T21:11:02.000-05:00*shivers* Today in Florida I swear we've hit an all-time low in temp for the winter. It's been in the low 20's at night!! *piles even more blankets onto the bed* It's nice to be able to put on the layers though and my kittens are more cuddly. It doesn't seem right without any snow on the ground. After 2 1/2 years of living here I've gotten used to having to mow the grass and weed in January. I Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-878078292003-01-21T18:21:00.000-05:002003-01-21T18:28:43.000-05:00Well, got home from my adventure. We walked to my house because it was closer. But, MAN, it was still far away. We walked for about an hour and a half to get to the nearest library. Stay there for about 2 hours then walked to my house...from 12:00 until 3:30. Needless to say my feet are extremely sore and I can't stand to walk on the tile. I'm gonna hit the spa tonight. WOOHOO! Oh, and it's a Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4130830.post-877897342003-01-21T11:59:00.000-05:002003-01-21T18:27:53.000-05:00I'm trying out this thing because I've seen some of my friends using it and the last online journal type thing I tried didn't quite make the cut. Yesterday was a really crappy day but I got over it soon after I took it out on innocent friends. Lucky for me they took it pretty well and were willing to forgive. Forgivness is something that's hard for me to come by and it blows me away when others Darrenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18109555900095266733noreply@blogger.com